It's amazing to get narcotized, like a sleep without dreams, I don't have experience like that more than 15 years.

Tomorrow I'm going to get a health check in Long Hua District People Hospital, because of the stomachache, which has been there for more than 10 years, it seems to get worse recently, it's time to take action, I'm a little nervous.

My business is selling sex toy to foreign companies, most of them are working in the industry for many years, native English speakers, in order to work with them better, I have to improve English as soon as possible, at least I get rid of dictionaries during emailing, and express myself clearly with speaking, that's also the reason of blog.

It's another draining day, there are more and more work with diminishing payment, in order to decrease human cost, company asked us to work only 4 days per week, salary get 10% down, the rise in price of daily life made situation harder, almost all salary has been spent on food, traffic, house rent, no extra money for other things, it's beyond imagination what would happen if I lost the job, which is easy to come up, situation of economy is too bad now, both internal one and exterior one, my world is the same.